It is something that comes in a moment and then it is gone. My life flashed before me and before I could say a word, there she was. Standing in front of me. Glowing in all her wonder. The world was not ready for what I had to tell them, and it would take all my strength and courage to convince them I was not mad, but I did what was asked of me and then people started to change the way they thought of it. I often thought that I would be carried away by someone and locked up because what I was saying was very blasphemous to the church and to my family.
Why would this happen to me as I was just a poor girl living in a village? I was nothing special and we had no money or wealth. I was ill as well and could not do many things. God could have chosen someone else to deliver his messages and build his church and places of worship, but he chose me.
Although it was hard all those years, I am thankful and grateful to them for choosing me.
One other thing that I must mention is that it was never my intention to be part of the church or become a nun. It was only after I had been visited by the lady that she lit inside me, what I had been longing for all my life and that was to serve God in the best way I could.
I will leave this for now and we can come back to it another time.
